Love

August went to Marlena's hotel. Thankfully, Marlena told the clerk to deny that she was there.

August apologized to me today. Marlena says it will be easier if I accept it; but I can't.

August is a paranoid schizophrenic. The first time Marlena witnessed one of his mood swings, she called home. "Her father made her mother tell her that in his eyes she had died the day she eloped." She wanted me to stay with her. We slept together. She said I had made her realize that she could not deal with August and all that he does to her. She loved me form the first moment she saw me. We will escape from this world of destruction as soon as we meet Camel's son.

I love her.